Alone in my office.

Right now, I'm alone in my office. I've finished up all of my admin responsibilites for the day. And I'm tired. Like, really tired. I ate a tuna sandwich at lunch which should have energized me, but instead I feel lethargic. I even put my head down on my desk only to wake up 15 minutes later with a pool of drool on my arm. Gross, I know. What should I do with this empty time I have? It's 3:40 pm. I have to be here until 5 pm. Good Lord. I've already checked my Facebook about 20 times, and looked up what graduate programs Miami University offers. My mind is basically left to wander. Should I go back to school for dietetics? What about English education? Maybe even family studies? And then what would I do with my degree? What do I want to do with my life? Should I bake cupcakes before or after I go on my evening run? What should I get my mom for Christmas? When will Seth and I start a family? Should we move back to Ohio? How much longer do we have until our debt is paid off? When should I stop to buy Bou's flea medication? Yep, my mind is a whirlwind of questions. Maybe that's why I like to keep myself busy. That way, I won't have to stop and think about questions for which I don't have concrete answers. Bingo. But you know what, it's all good. I just need to focus more on the moment so I stress less about the future. Right now, I'm just going to be thinking about how good my run is going to feel, and how delicious the tilapia and mac 'n cheese that I'm cooking tonight is going to taste.